Another year has passed, right before my eyes, when tough had not been suffice to express.
365 days ago, at the very same second, uncertainties filled within me.
Was I to stay, or was I to go?
More than I could have ever imagined, to be standing in the center of the road of reality, I find myself caged before decisions and struggling in a long game of endurance.
Being a servant to existence, as mandatory wants shelter, as mandatory needs assurance, as vulnerable takes life for granted, day after day I took a step forward as Hope believed in rainbows behind the clouds. Letting fear take over me. How foolish were people, who left their life of solid stability, the normality, one that I would beg for, the life of so called perfection. And still, today, I am standing where I was, my search seemed like a never ending journey. Seek forgot his intention.
Exhaustion made me a prisoner of my own dreams.
I want too much from life, yet I am not sure which part of me is willing to give back in return.
Faith, Hope, where will you bring me, where will I stand in the next year, at this very same time?
