My Deepest Thoughts, 2014

Another year has passed, right before my eyes, when tough had not been suffice to express.

365 days ago, at the very same second, uncertainties filled within me. Was I to stay, or was I to go?
More than I could have ever imagined, to be standing in the center of the road of reality, I find myself caged before decisions and struggling in a long game of endurance.

Being a servant to existence, as mandatory wants shelter, as mandatory needs assurance, as vulnerable takes life for granted, day after day I took a step forward as Hope believed in rainbows behind the clouds. Letting fear take over me. How foolish were people, who left their life of solid stability, the normality, one that I would beg for, the life of so called perfection. And still, today, I am standing where I was, my search seemed like a never ending journey. Seek forgot his intention.

Exhaustion made me a prisoner of my own dreams.

I want too much from life, yet I am not sure which part of me is willing to give back in return.

Faith, Hope, where will you bring me, where will I stand in the next year, at this very same time?